I don't understand. 

somedays, smiling is easy. 

and other days it's the hardest thing to do. 

somedays, I can eat anything I want. 

and other days I can't even look at food. 

somedays I think I can have a successful life. 

and other days I wish I didn't wake up at all. 

Whats wrong with me?

I want to be okay.

i want to love myself again. 

but i just can't.