self inflicted pain
I'm pouring salt in my own wounds.
Stuck in the past;
time doesn't heal after all.
Thoughts in your mind
are constantly telling you
You're not good enought to weak,
not strong enough.
Physically holding together
but mentally your joints are disconnecting.
walking and trying to keep everything intact
but it's no use you're already discombobulated.
Decapitated from your own thought process.
Breathe in, breathe out.
every breath is worth it
Every thought is a lie.
You're strong, brave, and courageous.
You don't believe it;.
Stitching together old woulds
but it's to late.
Infections have spread
ill minded and weak bodied
you still walk
you still think.
When you feel as if you can walk no longer.
Grace is there to pick you off your feet.
with invisible support
you continue to walk, and your tears begin to fade.
You found that paradise
was in your mind.
locked behind all fo the lies
that once told you who you were.
You're strong, brave, and corageous.
God is good, his work is beautiful.
He saved you
You saved you.
With all of the work it took to get here
you see the stars that once hid behind the dark.
You see your journey and you're reminded
you were a survivor from the start.