I wake up with a lighter heart.
I no longer bare any resentment.
Because here I lay,
Reminiscing each day
Remembering how I fell to you.
How dumb was I?
Couldn't see past your shadow of misery
and they say misery loves company.
All the lies.
Just couldn't take it anymore.
Finding that it was all lust and desire.
I just sit back and smile
coming to my sought realization
that you were just the needle in the hay pile
Poking at me time and time again.
But your time of overshadowing me has come to an end.
It is a new year.
A new beginning to pursue...