To the day I die I will search for it

My soul screams for it, it is in pain

What is the purpuse in my life?

I don't belive in JUST a life, there must be more to it than pleasures and sorrow

Although they're part of it, I can't deny

Sometimes I wonder,

Will I be more than just an ape? 

Sometimes I wonder...

Where are the apes that slowly turn into humans!? Or was I lied to my whole life?

There must be God that created it all but we deny it

We can't face the truth becuase it hurts