A Public Secret
I say I’m a writer, but how would they know
When each line and verse I’ll never show?
Each word loops endlessly through my head
a catchy tune, not sung but said
Still, the words can’t leave my mouth
unless in hushed tones, whispers, not shouts
These thoughts are private, for only my eyes
My shyness makes me compromise
But the bashfulness is but a mere part
of why I hide away my art
It’s fright too, or perhaps guilt
for tearing down walls we’ve so preciously built
for expressing my thoughts without shame or tact
always afraid to be caught in the act
I write for myself, but now I’m here
so publicly voicing my feelings, my fears
Maybe this is where I ought to be
writing for others, not just for me