I feel broken and understimated by the people that I deal with in my life

I'm overcome by the thought that I will never sleep a whole night in my life

Exhausted by the way I live, I know that this will never change

I try to make people understand why I'm this way

But they keep on criticizing me

I've been going through this almost my whole life

And it has brought me to the point that I can no longer look at myself in the mirror

Isolated by my own bieng, I've pushed people out of my life,

And I'm sorry

I'm sorry that I can't move on like you poeple

I've tried the best I can to change

I've tried to adjust to such change around me

But thats not good enough.

I guess I'll just have to live with the fact that I'll always be underestimated

I'll always be looked down on

Nothing will ever change