My Biggest Mistake

Everyone makes mistakes..

and everyone forgives,

but why'd you forgive me...

I remember the way you talked about him...

You were actually happy when you got to talk,

but then I came into the picture...

Maybe I fell in love to fast that I didn't see you,

but I know you loved him.

Just as much as I do...

And I know you forgive me,

and you joke about it now...

but you cared so much you wrote about him.

You wrote about how you cared for him,

and how you wish you were there...

I read that all the time...

and when I do...

I think....

this should've been her relationship 

She should've felt the way I do...

You loved him...

and I remember before we dated he'd send me pictures 

and he'd tell me that it was him and you

he tells me he only ever loved you as a friend

and you say you never cared

but maybe...

I ruined something that was meant to happen...

what if...

this was supposed to be your happy ending...

I think about this on a daily...

yet no one knows...

because everyone just pushes the truth away...

they do this in fear of hurting you...

but you already know...

And you know you can't fix what you did...

This poem is about: 
Me

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