The pain of not being able to call you

The hurt that comes with not being able to see you

The bittersweet light at the end of the tunnel when I think I'm finally over you

The inexplicable heartache I experience when I realize I'm still madly in love with you, and your life goes on happily, without me, as you drift away like a ship leaving the bay.

 

I want you back. More than a person could possibly want anything, but I know I can't have that.

If I can't have YOU back, I want ME back.

I want the person I was before this terrible heartache back.

I want my self confidence back.

I want my ability to trust back.

I want my ignorance to this excruciating pain back.

 

    But I'd still give up all of those things if I could just have you back.