The pain of not being able to call you
The hurt that comes with not being able to see you
The bittersweet light at the end of the tunnel when I think I'm finally over you
The inexplicable heartache I experience when I realize I'm still madly in love with you, and your life goes on happily, without me, as you drift away like a ship leaving the bay.
I want you back. More than a person could possibly want anything, but I know I can't have that.
If I can't have YOU back, I want ME back.
I want the person I was before this terrible heartache back.
I want my self confidence back.
I want my ability to trust back.
I want my ignorance to this excruciating pain back.
But I'd still give up all of those things if I could just have you back.