Loving Insanity
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Fingers dance across my throat
No marks are left this time
But even still I feel you as though trying to merge our skin
I can't speak can't see can't breathe
Can't be here now I need to move to leave
To disappear until you remember that you love me
But I am as still as the eyes staring down at me
Am as brittle as this hair I won't brush for fear of your jealousy at me looking as beautiful as
unbreakable as the first time we met
I loathe you refuse to put a ring on my finger so you shoved it down my throat
I haven't smiled since
Feel lifeless
More alone than I've ever been
And yet you with angry face and dead eyes your are still just as beautiful you are the temptress
in this relationship and I'm thoroughly ensnared
You don't apologize anymore
No need since I'm the one who covers your apologies
Make them resemble human again
Make them all fade back to me
Don't you see?
The likelihood of this relationship ever ending is zero I can't let you go
Who else will love me into total submission
Who else will hold me so tightly breath becomes you
You are my Adonis my god
Cold, aloof, hard as marble I need to know that you aren't a figment of my imagination
That our wavelengths flow on the same path, that this will last you're so obsessed with hating
me that leaving is the last thing on your mind
You're unable to survive without me
So tomorrow night I'll shower and come to you in all my glory
I will wrap my vines around you
I will coil myself up and insert you firmly without mercy without hesitation
Yes my lover my hater my green eyed monster my big baby
You are just as crazy as I am now
So don't fret my dear
Don't hesitate to grab me to you
Force me to say I love you
Make sure my inside can only ever want you
I promise I'll enjoy your ride of pleasure
As long as you enjoy mine into hell.