I can't be mad at you, nothing was your fault.
You were hurt, and pain changes things.
I was there for you through it all
and I expected nothing in return
I wasn't even mad when you left
But I hoped
you would return
because what we experienced
what you asked me to experience with you
It hurt you on such a deep level
and I was willing to do anything
to help you with it
even leaving you.
When you didn't return I figured you needed more time
but you found someone else
someone who wasn't me
was just like me
There are days when I imagine being with someone else
until a sneaky thought eases back into my brain
the thought of how easy
how easy it would be
to be wrapped up in your strong arms
to run my fingers through your soft hair
to listen to your heart beat for mine
And then I begin to wonder
why that cannot be.
I cannot be mad at you.
You're not my ex
your're my soulmate.