Internal Warfare (Dedicate to my grandfather who died from leukemia)
Voices and ventilators echo,
Through suffocating hallways,
As I walk in a long beige coat,
My hair a shoddy bun.
Skin transparent,
Veins blue,
Blood burning,
Clawing to my center,
As each breath becomes labored.
Bracing the railing of white walls,
While white-coated people
Whisper about me, glancing over
Into my dreary russet eyes.
Test after test,
Every day for eight years,
I have been pacing,
Crumbling into ashes,
Till I breathed,
My last breath.