innocence became insanity
when did innocence become insanity?
even the voices in my head are sick of me
wish they wouldn't feed the beast
that I now have named Agony
but I swear it wasn't really me
it fed on words from humanity
Words of Joy's frailty
words of Courage panicking
while Ancint times, tell of poisoned kings
and old lost voices, the phantoms sing
till Fear gained back it's vanity
and stole from Boldness greeedily
till love became a tragedy
and I almost lost my sanity
cause up was down with this gravity
changes throughout the galaxy
how come I feel it affects only me?
not the whole world or my family
no, the world goes on so casually
while in my head it feels like a casualty
but I still have to act so happily
though iside I don't really know peace
pretend, for them but it ain't cheap
it wasted all my energy
give me back my center piece
the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit
To live as long as endlessly
I used to move so restlessly
It's still a struggle, but my Master, Christ
helps me so much, so tirelessly
and to Him I am thankful for this master piece
that He carved out of the junk called me
I was nothing more than a begger, a thief
but still so thankful to my Everlasting King