I’m not sure what I am feeling.
I’m feeling every thing but happiness.
I know that I deserve better, but when will better come?
Every guy that I ever encounter either just the intimacy without Wanting to truly to get to know me UNconditionally. Or they just Blow me off when they relaize I am more than a shy
I’m seriously tired of getting hurt.I could write a whole 365 Page book and I still wouldn’t cover what all the pain I’ve been Given instead of the love
Affection that I ask for.
Not all men are the same, but g.e.e.z.
Please let that one man come to me and prove not all are the Same.
I want a reason to love my waking life rather seek my dreams for escape.