How I Feel

Yeah

Let me tell you something crazy

Things been shitty for me lately

You think just for me

Nah there a lot of us who hazy

You cant even for a second be lazy

Yeah that’s right, always busy guy

Watchu doing, lawyer, nah its in my mind

Creatures capture it and will not let me slide

Trynna surface up the biggest fucking lie

And those creatures are just bad memories

I feel like im in prison with them help me please

Feel em whispering behind my back its like cold breeze

If I let them be then im just gonna freeze

Can no longer stand the presence of my past

Couple more days and I surely can forecast

Need to murder tempting thoughts at last

Cause if I dont my head is gonna blast

Yeah

But that’s not that easy hey

Cause you get reminded of it everyday

Watchu gotta do to make them go away

 Is scream your lungs at them like HEY!

 

And that’s how I feel, this is all for real

Aint serving you lie meal something physocological

But this is bid deal you don’t think so leave

Find alternative, prolly more informative

Maybe not so negative

 

Seems to me like I’ve already said enough

It’s like every rapper has depression now

I remember these things used to make me laugh

Thought they were weak and I was sure I’d be more tough

But I didn’t feel that tough no more

I felt so trapped inside my own core

But now im free I see my prison has an open door`

Im leaving now and you cant stop me (No!)

My life will change cause I can see the purpose

That wasn’t there ‘fore I started writing songs

I know im not the only one who felt so lost

I also know im not the one who felt the worst

But its your life and in it you’re the host

You gotta know yourself and whats your cost

I try myrself, achieve the most

I ain’t hiding anymore Im not a ghost

 

Ye that’s how I feel, this is all for real

Aint serving you lie meal something physocological

But this is bid deal you don’t think so leave

Find alternative, prolly more informative

Maybe not so negative

 

Ye that’s how I feel, this is all for real

Aint serving you lie meal something physocological

But this is bid deal you don’t think so leave

Find alternative, prolly more informative

Maybe not so negative

 

This poem is about: 
Me
My community

Comments

roycito

why is it too long. -_-

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