Breaking down behind hidden walls 

secrets and lies every time I fall 

letters and words that silencs stole 

not knowing my worth every time I loose control 

Love and hate I lost them both 

every pierce I should've known 

in the darkness again alone

ever utterance I ever spoke 

Nightmares I fear I thought I was bold

beautiful dreams that are now cold 

everything still seems so old 

my heart that's what I've sold 

Breaking down behind hidden walls 

secrets and mistakes I wish I told 

letters and words should've kept hold 

loosing control I wish I didn't at all