I hate when you don't sit by me,
I hate it the same when you stay.
I hate when our eyes, they meet,
I hate it more when you quickly look away.
I hate the feelings that come to me when you say you're my friend,
I hate it more when you seem oh so very cold.
I hate that you've wandered away from me,
I hate it, too, that you're still so close.
I hate when you talk with me,
I hate it much more when you don't.
I hate when you look towards me,
I hate it, too, when you won't.
I hate how so often you manage to make me laugh,
I hate it more when you push me so far down.
I hate that feeling I get when you smile at me,
I hate it even more when I see you frown.
I hate how I feel about these things,
I hate all your conflicting feelings, too.
I hate how you just like me,
I hate knowing that I'll always love you.