I never thought that it would hurt me, When I used you as a cover up, I pretended to love you as opposed to the one girl that, Never mind, You would never understand it, I wanted Gabby so bad, But I didn't want to come out of the closet yet, So I pretended to be addicted to you, And then, Well I was, I started to fall for you, First time in my life I had fallen for a guy, And then I asked you if you felt the same, And like the asshole you are, You told me no, You pushed me away, And You didn't know I was gay, And now you know, And that's what everyone is fine with, I fell for you and hurt myself so bad, Damn it Joe, You make me so mad, This pain I feel, It started going away, Which is good, It means I'm over you, And now, Can you just be my best friend again? { Delete message }