"What does it feel like?"
LIKE I'm in the middle of a thick forest with nothing but poison berries;
No way out.
LIKE I'm trapped in a room with the person I hate most just attacking me both
They refuse to give me the key to get out.
They are me.
Like I fell into a
where you're supposed to find happiness at the bottom but never seem to get there.
LIKE I've fallen into quicksand
Everyone is telling you,
"Just get out."
You try but you just sink
It's like you have your own bully inside your mind.
It knows everything about you, and is just
you for it,
your body making you
It is the process of over thinking something creating a new problem that wasn't there initially.
Knowing this, I still can't overcome it making me a
I'm left with this f e e l i n g
LIKE I have to live with this for the remaining years of my miserable life.
That's what it feels like.