Copycat
Born a girl
But read a book
And now what is she,
A he
An it?
Doesn’t she know the pain he causes others
When it
Or xe?
Decides a thousand things
In a single day?
For a moment,
A musician
Then an electrician.
I think not!
For who cuts wires
When they can trim flowers
Or fight to the death
And write till the rest
Decide that they’ve had enough
And in a moment
She goes from hero to zero
Because she changed her future
From success to a mess
Of uncertainty and unwanting
Shifting on sand castles
For she hates the hassle
Of choosing one fate
Because she can’t conjugate
A single dream
Into a thousand things
Until one passion
Stands above the rest
And says
“I am the best!”
But she
(Or he?)
Cannot invest in the best
Because she does not know
That what she forgoes
Is, in fact,
All that she needs
In this world
That she has hurled
Violently into the streets.
Man of many hats?
What a copycat!
For she cannot see
Beyond her immaturity
Of being more than one thing
All these decisions,
Her vision
Blurring and the screams blaring
Because the disease she carries
Can’t see that she
(A he?
A child is all!)
Is a human like any other
And doesn’t need to copy her brother
To discover
That she,
Above all else,
Is more unique
Than the freak
That called her a copycat
But I guess that
It’s okay
Because I might weigh
That she is me
And I am her
And together we
Run in circles
Calling each other names
“Designer”
“Writer”
“Robot maker”
“Cake baker”
Better batter up
‘Cause I’m not gonna tell you
What you’re signing up to do
Until the moment you
Submit the application
That will dismiss
Your aspirations.
And fifty years from now
I’ll ask her
And she’ll ask me
‘Cause we won’t be free
“Hey, copycat,
Did you arrive at
Your dream
Or did you
Take one for the team?”