chilly thoughts
i get scared on the longer days,
dear
and you, inquisitive, know the blush…
...the blushing reason why
i get scared
on the colder days
when the chilly thoughts draft just as
much out-side as
in
i need you love
you tell me you love me;
don’t know if you want it
you’re safety and i told you
when you hold me you’re a planet
but now i blow away and - lost in all the nothing
just a glimpse of you
laughing with your high school friends
barely a light to hit my eyes and mostly sound
let me
please be strong,
so
i don’t have to ask...to
please decide to keep me