Ever gave someone your all and felt like its not enough. when you cry at night and feel like no one understands. and its like you been on the same rollercoaster so many times. and your tired but the more you try to get off the harder it gets. Ever had someone make you feel so high and wen you almost reach the sky they bring you back down. Feeling confused and alone you start depending on material things to feel good. roll it smoke it then none can touch you. but hours latter you still have that same alone feeling. start depending on your own. trusting no one not even your own. and the world is colorless no emotion shown no feelings hurt.