About My Body
I’m short.
Really?
Are you SERIOUS?
I NEVER noticed!
Thank you for informing me.
I was hoping 5’ 3” would be tall enough
to reach the cupboard
Without standing on my toes
Or grabbing the stool.
I’m little?
Woah! This is so new!
Yeah I weigh 95 pounds.
I’m six percent body fat.
No, I’m not anorexic.
Thanks for pretending to care.
When I smile,
You see metal
Crisscrossing my teeth.
Metalmouth?
Traintracks?
Aluminum factory?
I’ve heard it all.
Yes, I do hate being brace-faced!
But it means I’ll have a pageant-girl smile.
So it MUST be worth the shredded gums
And inability to eat every time
They put new wires in my face, right?
Oh, I’m BLIND?
I didn’t know!
I thought having terrible vision was normal!
And who told you it would be okay
To take my glasses off my face
And put them on yours?
You’re smearing the lenses!
Hello?
I can’t find them without them in the mornings.
I kinda need them back…
Please???
I’d take them from you but I’m too short!
But just because I’m short
Doesn’t mean that I can’t dance,
And it definitely doesn’t mean
That I can’t kick you in the face
If you piss me off.
Just because I’m small
Doesn’t mean that I’m not strong.
And it definitely doesn’t mean
That I don’t have a heart
Big enough to pull you in
And suffocate your depression.
I may have metal
Grating against the back of my lips
But that doesn’t mean
That no one will ever kiss me.
And it definitely doesn’t mean
That I can’t sing
Or that I can’t recite memorized lines
Upon a stage in front of a crowd
Full of people.
Just because I can’t see without my glasses
Doesn’t mean that I can’t read
The anger and hurt written across your face.
And it definitely doesn’t mean
That I am blind to the ugliness
Painted all over the world we live in.
When I look in the mirror
I don’t see beauty.
I see my struggles and my scars,
My blank stares and my memories.
I don’t scare myself the way I used to.
I’m not ugly,
And I’m not beautiful.
I’m simply here,
I simply exist.
My body is what it is,
And you have no right to hate me for it,
No right to ask me to change it.
So shut up.