Your Effect
I don't know why I was attracted to you
Its not like you were a good person from the start
But after it was all over, you left me blue
After you left you still made my life fall apart
You came into my life like a bright light in the calm dark
But as time went on your light became a blazing hell fire
You were stuck to me like a birthmark
You said you loved me but when back was turned you labeled me "liar"
You never trusted me, and thought I was a cheat
If I didn't talk from the moment I woke up, i was dead
I knew you had issues, but my emotions were not something for you to beat
You tried to cut off my support, they were legs of my bed
I told you to stop, you ignored my request
You kept cutting, and spoke bad of me to the best of all
I get the green-eyed monster is not the best
But controlling me like you did made things fall
When I told you I loved you, you never listened
I tried to prove it but that was never enough
You pushed my boundaries and things quickly descended
You made me cry and weep, but even then I stayed tough
Even if I was unhappy, I made sure to hide it
I never got jealous, because I trusted you to do right
To you we were Romeo and Juliet, I wouldn't kill myself over you one bit
This love I felt for you felt like a corset fitted tight
Romeo and Juliet, ready to die at the drop of a coin
This is no Shakespeare play, though this poem is almost a sonnet
You were just a parasite I wish that never had chose to join
Your willingness to die over me made me want to vomit
I tried to find my faults, to see if I was the problem
I asked everyone if I did wrong
Everyone saw, I wasn't the same sense Autumn
I finally saw what's been happening all along
You knew we were falling, so you pulled your suicide card
You trapped me in your web of issues that swarmed you brain
No one should ever have a relationship that hard
I still to this day wonder what it is you had to gain
Even though this broke my heart to pieces
Now this issues no longer makes me a mime
Love no longer reminds me of diseases
Falling in love is no longer a crime