The Three Parts of Me
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I am... Elizabeth /[əˈlizəbəTH / n.
A female with sky blue eyes, full of the
inventive aspirations of a seventeen-year old; father-
less, believing that after each mystic dream we share will
be reunited again; a twin, forced to share my grievances with
one who feels the same yet never delivers his feelings to me,
who remains enclosed yet close, always my other half; a scholar,
searching to learn all that I can about my passions, my future, and
my dreams; a hypocrite, yet never shy to admit it, enjoying the faults
I flaunt and how they destroy-or rebuild-me. Deep within, I surge with
judgement, criticism, and love; to those who don’t know me, you know
none of these; to those who love me, you know all; the three float through
my mind, a constant reminder of what is wrong with us; should we not be
kind, loving, and free? Yet I see those who aren’t and frown at them; I,
who have been given life, have never said I hated it.
Their mouths run like faucets, exclaim -ing what-
ever they wish at the sake of a whim; I am grateful for all that is given to me; I take
for granted nothing, even the decrepit house in which I live. But I am also hope, forgiv-
ing, and reality; I am all that I wish to be, looking forward to every chance I am given to define
myself; I accept what others are, not what I want them to be; I am realistic about my goals and
acknowledge them; I will chase even the impossible though, regardless of those who try to
restrain me. I am grateful for my life and happy for all God has given me; yet I am never
satisfied knowing there is more I can do. I am the wayward thoughts that escape my dreams
when I wake, imagining the Could, Will, and Should Have Been’s of my life; I am an un-
stoppable force of power and conviction, the calmness within the eye of a tornado; I am the
spark of a single ember, the ignition of a flame among coals; I am the execution
of an idea never contemplated but simply performed; I am a mask, burying my
potential beneath the gentle lilt of a friendly voice.
At a time, I was placid, apathetic, and
indifferent. I know not what happened to that
girl who the teachers gave no mention; to that stranger without
a voice; she thought she was afraid, alone, and weak; if
only someone had told her that her weaknesses could
be her strengths, that she was never alone, that there
was nothing to fear; if only I could have told her
how resilient she can be; she does not have
to be speechless any longer. She does
not have to be second-best;
flaccid; or unnoticed;
If only I had opened my eyes and lips and seen my potential, spoken my opinions, and told all that
I am everything I want to be.
I am fearless.