The pounding in my chest,
the rushing in my mind,
it's okay, this is normal.
The shaking in my voice,
the deepening pit in my stomach,
I'm still slightly normal.
The endless fear I have,
the worsening thoughts I have,
I don't think this is still normal.
The terror I put myself through,
The daily lies I tell myself,
I'm not normal nor will be.
Who are we but mere house wives
Caretakers, Cleaners, Cooks
Who are we but mere trophies to be hung
But we are not just mere anything
We are uniquely created with a certain vision
We are workers for people we love
taking the front seat instead of the back
We are bread winners
We are women
I close my eyes and count to seven
but when i wake im far from heaven
i find that i am still in hell,
no anglic bells and my heavy heart swells
and though i feel im 'bout to burst
you demons here shall your worst
and as i face the hellish beast
i realize my pain will never cease
its over now
my final rest
no longer shall i pray for death
Sometimes happiness can be hard to find with in yourself.
Happiness can't always be what's in the inside
But perhaps your actions could make you happy
Singing your favorite song out loud
Looking and analyzing the clouds
Having your own job
Even being a slob
Happiness cannot be nothing less or nothing more.
But just a simple motion that you glore.
falling falling
it feel like im falling
never ever ever
did i think i was going to hit the bottom
but i did
i hit the bottom hard
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I find myself alone every time everyday Am I thinking so much I get hurt easily but it’s been a many weeks that I am going through something I feel surrounded with people hate me so much just because sometimes I get arrogant but I get back to normal easily I feel sorry the arrogance which I did a min before . But they won’t understand . Today it’s been months with them and I get back a big hatred got to hear from my closed once that they hate me a lot. I really don’t know how to show a fake smile even u don’t like that person and even can’t pretend like they do with me i just need peace an stay alone and enjoy my peace for a year by myself and me who is getting syco everyday thinking about same thing and hating myself I will start my meditation too to find ☮️
She screams
He hears
Her words are full of tears.
She cries,
He lies,
All of their meetings are full of goodbyes.
There's hurt,
There's pain,
There's "PLEASE, don't leave me's" again.
The cycle continues,
The cycle goes on,
Never ending.
The cycle STAYs strong.
Turning, yearning, around WE go,
Where this cycle might FINALLY end is unknown.
They reach a point where they THINK IT'S THE ONE.
BUT someone walks away, and the cycle continues on...
Their minds are full of 'Why's'
And 'What did I do wrong's?'
THEY lie down at night listening to sad songs.
Their minds ARE turning,
Replaying the memory in their heads,
They're full of yearning for the dreams they have in their beds.
They wonder what they did,
Or where it went WRONG,
And when they try to find Love again,
THE CYCLE GOES ON.
Poetry taught me
That as hands clutch
At what used to be
It only unravels before them
Quicker than before
And that as the stone presses
Back against the ocean
It only recedes further
Eaten by the crashing inevitable
So let’s ride the wind
And let it take us where we need to be
Turn cheeks to the side-
to the sky-
to the cracks in the concrete-
and the breeze
will snicker
and flip her hair
and prick eyes with dirt
regardless of our persistence in ignorance.
History isn't a badge of honor,
it is where we started,
and what we must develop from.
And with us-
claiming this as national pride-
the breeze indulges in another snicker,
and makes the flag wave,
and blows more dirt in our eyes,
still closed in persistent ignorance.
