the never-ending obnoxious barking from my dog that happens everytime I come home

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because there's always some one home that's eager to see me

 

 

the regular peeks at the mirror that remind me I am overweight

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because I have more than enough food 

 

 

the tears rolling down my moms face

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because she can feel 

 

 

the ignorance that makes up my dad 

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because I still have a dad

 

 

the look in my brothers face when he found out I am following his footsteps in the wrong directions

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because that means he still cares

 

 

the constant attittude I recieve from others

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because I am one of the few people that can still say they have others

 

 

the judgemental looks from all my family members

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because I have gotten to known my family members 

 

 

the swollen of my eyes from persistant crying

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because my eyes can create tears

 

 

the anxious feelin of not being good enough

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because my mindset is that there is always better

 

 

the stressful situations causing me headaches and making me nausious 

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because I stil have hope

 

 

the constant thoughts of suicide 

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because I am still alive to think that

 

 

the art of not having much money to depend on

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because I am grateful for more things