Poems from hollypoppers

I'm very emotional and have been diagnosed with depression. Hug I'm fighting it best I can and writing and drawing helps!
I try so hard everyday. I try to make you love me, I try to love you, But it only goes away.. Goes more each day. I try to please everyone...
I wonder if any one walks by me, Perhaps in school, or on the street. And maybe think.. Hey she's cute. Or damn check her out. I wonder if...
You Make me see, see the acne, see the my hair knotted, see my eyes buldging--baggy, see my body sleep deprived, see my legs quiver, see...
I love him,  But nothings the same, the love has grown so dim, I wanted us back, but it never came, I love him, but I'm so done with this...