can I win?

I try so hard everyday.
I try to make you love me,
I try to love you,
But it only goes away..
Goes more each day.
I try to please everyone.
Help ya'll with assignments,
Do ya'lls dishes,
I try to make everyone happy.
Because I never am,
Not any more,
So I know what its like.
No one deserves it, or maybe they do.
But if I can change it I will.
If you know me
If we are friends
Your life is better still,
Not mine
My life rains and only gets wetter
I try so hard every day.
Will I ever "win"?

Guide that inspired this poem: 



So emotional, seemed to be raise from deep of my heart.

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