pounding my skull in the dead of night.   knock knock.     sitting a top my muffin before even my first bite . the worries in my blood never go to sleep. day and night I think how can i afford this. tearing out the pages of my notebook. rip rip. draining moms bank account leaving not even a drip. the worries in my blood never go to sleep. day and night i think how can i afford this. but ive been told school is so neccesary. but why is something so important so difficult for me. school should be cheap. school should be free. then the worries in my blood can finally go to sleep.