Why will you not leave me alone?
You are always there, even when I go home.
I need some time away to breath and just be,
Because with you I am not really me.
I sit at home trying to fight the fight,
But your grasp is so tight.
I wish I coud just shake you from my head,
But it is so hard and you make me turn red.
I am afraid to fully be myself,
Even if I had tons of wealth.
If only there was a way to lift this curtain,
That hids my inner self for certain.
It is me who holds myself back,
For some reason I believe that I lack,
So I must put on this act,
Just to cover up my back.
I want people to believe I am me,
But that is much different in reality.
So each day I will fight to be free,
So that I can just be me.