After all these years,
my feelings for you have only increased.
All the many tears
and emotions that never ceased.
You were my first.
Yes, I know
I broke your heart and now it seems I’m cursed
with a love that only I show.
I’m deeply in love with you.
It’s been four years,
and I already gave you a cue,
but my confession didn’t shift any gears.
Why must you do this to me?
All you said was that you didn’t know;
that gave me hope you see,
but your actions seem colder than snow.
I miss you so much.
I’m not dumb,
and you have a grudge
that makes your heart be numb.
Please open your eyes,
or be mean.
After all, you don’t have to be nice;
just tell me the truth
My family reminds me of you all the time.
They expect us to end up together some day.
I don’t have the guts to tell them you’re not mine
because I know what they’ll say.
They won’t understand me.
They’ll call you a jerk.
They just won’t see
that I am to blame for this work.
For now I’ll just keep being patient.
God knows what He’s doing,
And I shall not question Him
For He is all-knowing.
Maybe we’re just not meant to be
Maybe God has someone else that will be good to me
All of this, will be revealed
At His time and His will.