she looks at herself in a mirror
she looks at her face
at first glance
she is relieved
she feels okay that this is who she is
and in okay with the fact that she cant change that
but then she looks closer
she looks into her eyes that are too far apart
her greacy forehead
her monster thighs that touch to her knees
her huge flabby arms that jiggle in her every motion
her stomach that hangs over her waist like its overflowing...
her rolls of fat
that bulge in places where hip bones should protrude...
she looks at herself
and what she sees
with a passion
maybe if that person were to starve
maybe i f the ugly hideous fat melted off of them
exposing her spine and ribs
mayube people would consider her beautifu.
what other options are there.
and so she decised.
because no food will ever taste as good
as looking in the mirror
and not wanting to hurt the person she sees.