Twisted Up Inside

Location

90201
United States
33° 58' 0.1956" N, 118° 10' 35.8644" W

I'm twisted twisted up inside
drowning in this love for you
the knot in my throat
only worse with every fleeting moment

I stop and wonder if your worth my tears
Are you worth my pain?
Are you worth this suffering?
Are you worth the best of me?

I never wanted this to happen
If I could I would get away
As hard as I try I always come back crawling
Crawling back to the feeling

I keep fighting
Fighting over and over and over with myself
Fighting with all this and the world
Fighting with heart
Fighting with my mind
Fighting with myself, over you

I'm exhausted, I'm tired
I just want to be free from this
I want to run away from how I feel for you
But my emotions grip me like a choke chain

How did this happen
I'm lost within myself
All these thoughts and sentiments
Making my life hell

I'm twisted, I'm twisted up inside
I'm twisted, I'm twisted up inside
Fighting with myself, over you
No other cure but the one thats the farthest
I'm twisted I'm twisted up inside
I'd give it all up for you and I don't know why
My heart just keeps beating your name in my mind
Its driving me insane

I want to be there for you
I want to be that person
The one you'll give all your love to
I want to like I've never wanted something before

And it kills me...
Love is cruel
The worst kind of pain
I've suffered all my life and worse
And yet this hurts worse

I don't understand why
I don't understand how
I'm just a slave to your love..

I don't want to even see other guys
For I feel like I'd have betrayed you
Never did I ever feel like this
Why This...?

I'm twisted, I'm twisted up inside
I'm twisted, I'm twisted up inside
Fighting with myself, over you

I'd walk through the fire for you..
Be with you even when the flames got higher
Spend my eternity searching for your soul in hell

I'm twisted, I'm twisted up inside
I'm twisted, I'm twisted up inside
Fighting with myself, Over You
I'd Do It All Just to see you, Just to please you, Just to be near you once more...
Fighting with myself over you...

Comments

Pennyanne5354

keep it up honestly this is good:D

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