Why do i feel like this is my fault when im the only one that trying?

Each one of my relaships slowly dying.

I just want to feel loved but maybe thats asking for too much.

Just once i would like to know a loving touch. 

I do love myself so why do I need you? 

I'm tried of not knowing what to do.

One girl told me to fight for her, another said "let me go."

I guess I will never Know.