Joy and calm is on the face
while a torrent of misery should take its place.
Calm to the world and all to see
all because I must hid the real me
with concerns and worries all in my mind
I must appear as the sun shine.
From money to thoughts, I don't know
how the river may flow
with a future so unclear.
The true me must hide inside
or else no one will be by my side.