Highschool? Oh please.
I passed exams with ease.
Go home, catch some Zs.
I thought to myself, college will be a breeze.
Grad parties were tons of fun.
It was nice being a lazy bum.
May 29, 2018.
Time to head to the college of my dreams.
Day 1: unpacked and in my new dorm.
Day 2: all alone... This is a shitstorm.
I’m losing myself in this world.
Spiraling into a wormhole.
In my bed, I dried my tears.
Why all these fears?
My parents never seemed to have such problems.
I thought these fears were fake, like goblins.
This must be a mix-up.
Or maybe ... I’m growing up.
Growing into my skin,
I realized; sometimes I can’t win.
Months and months have passed me by.
Less and less I seem to cry.
Insecure and unsure is how I was before.
Now I boldly sha-say through the door.
Life teaches you a lot about yourself.
No need to grab a book on the shelf.
My biggest advice:
Is to just live life,
Don't think twice,
And be nice.