Too Bipolar to Leave Him

Lets start on how I'm so in love

How you have me in a trans, how you got me so sprung...

And no I'm not a rapper I'm just feeling rather dapper

Sort of moody so I'd rather just write it all down

 

Listen here, I love you don't get it twisted

Something you do just has me so addicted

But that's the issue...

I've never been one to be so clingy

Despise yearning for love

I hate feeling needy...

And the worst is that I don't receive it all back

No attachment or random kisses, NO, none of that!

And I hate it!

Wish I had it!

But I keep in on the low

It's the other half of me that I'd rather you not know

 

Your texts are so plain, so emotionless, so dull

Compare your texts to mine...man I hate that bull!

Oh look who texted me..

Ex 1 and Ex 2

I know you hate it but guess what...

They're sweeter than you!

They hit my line

I don't hit back

But I doubt you believe that

You've got trust issues, I get it...

But cut me some slack!

 

I love you so damn much why would I want to mess that up

I take my promise ring seriously...

But I guess that's not enough

Like what, am I not good enough?

You say you have good games with the ladies

Well then go find yourself another one!

 

No, I don't mean that!

Just frustrated and rather sad....

But then I think about it and in the end...

And I'm just so lucky to be able to call you my man.

 

I truly do love/hate you. 

 

 

 

 

 

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