Their Mistake, My Life
I feel something warm and wet sliding down my face
I want to sit up, but I seem to be stuck in place
I've never imagined such a blinding pain
The cool ground beneath me is keeping me somewhat sane
The glass around me seems to shimmer underneath the moonlight
And I try to focus on it with all my might
Until a man's battered cries from behind pierce the air
And I instantly feel anger because I don't think it's fair
He feels no remorse to my life so why should he even shed a tear?
It was his fault we ended up here
Living everyone's deepest on the road fear
Had he actually cared, he never would have driven home
While texting and talking on the phone
I feel my body becoming numb
And I can hear a siren's hypnotic hum
Despite it's proximity it's no lounder than a mouse
Scuttling around at night in a house
I then think of my mother and father
And how they will break this news to my dear baby brother
I should've listened to my mom, she had wanted me to stay home tonight
But I refused and now I regret that meaningless little fight
I'm brought out of my thoughts as someone's hands turn me over
And I catch a glance of cops checking to see if the man is sober
The medic whose searching for a pulse seems to lock eyes with me
I try to speak and utter out a simple plea
But nothing seems to come out
No matter how hard I try to shout
"Please help me, I'm not ready to die!"
I shout inwards as I stifly lie there and wonder why
I was never even allowed the chance to say goodbye
I see the medics mouths move but I hear no sound
And then I realize, there's no escape, and to this inevitable fate I am bound
As my life pools unto the ground
An inner peace is suddenly found
I know my family will eventually smile
They will beable to laugh normally after a while
The pain wont be as great
And they will learn to start again with a fresh clean slate
So as they pronounce me dead
I look down from the upon the scene and feel no dread
I watch as the stiff black sheet is draped over me
I stare with a sad expression as my parents arrive
Only to find they're too late and I'm no longer alive
I listen to their cries
And go to them with tear filled eyes
I wrap my arms around them both
Making a silent little oath
To send them all my love
As I watch them from above
Although they cannot see me, I know they can feel my presence
I place a ghostly kiss on them both and hug them tight
Willing them to feel this with all my might
Their tears begin to slow
And I watch with a sad little smile as I fade and start to go
They will learn to forgive but never forget
And I know I can rest with no regret
I just hope these tragic fates come to an end
Because as I look down I notice it's becoming an unfathomable trend
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