Surviving
Walking past my old grammar school wishing I were there
The teacher's gave their time to us and let us know that they cared
Now I'm up in High School wishing I were at home
The teachers they don't care about us
They just wish that we'd go
They can care less if we end up in juevy or dead
Because to them we're just another digit in their paycheck so they can pay rent
But yet...
The world keeps spinning
And kids keep dying
We claim we're trying
How can we call this surviving
I was labled as a trouble maker ever since birth
I lived it up to its fullest potential even though I knew it was a curse
I broke my mother's heart
Made her cry every night
Even made her as God why I choose this life
I didn't feel any pain
Didn't shed a single tear
Even though I knew my gangster life was my mother's biggest fear
One day while I was living my fast pace life
My mother came to me and asked me why I choose a life without strife
I just looked her in the eyes and said...
Because the world keeps spinning
And kids keep dying
We claim we're trying
How can I call this surviving
Now a days it's easier for a child to find dope than it is for them to find hope
They've become strangers in their own homes
Trying to shelter themselves from a world of drugs, per pressure, and molestation
But quickly discovering the world is made up of bad decisions and hesitation
Hesitation on whether or not you should hold out your hand to person in need
Because after all it's none of your buisness and you just don't have time to perform a good dead
You have babies making babies
And teenagers roaming the streets
Trying to sell their bodies for something to eat
If it's none of your business when a child's in need
Than please tell me who's buisness it is so these children in sufferage can be freed
Until then...
The world keeps spinning
And kids keep dying
Everyone has given up on trying
How dare we call this surviving