you left me when i was fourteen. After 5 years of being alone, i met you cam.

then not even six months later you passed. 

suicide isnt beautiful.

And no, i wont say its depressing and i wont say its scary.

its sickening because it will make you think its beautiful. 

the thought will cradel you

it will love you when no one else wants to. 

it will become a toxic lover you know you should leave behind,  

but you love your time together. 

it is a lover youll finally leave but two weeks later you find them back in your bed.

so no cam, im not mad at you, i miss you but, im not mad.

SUICIDE IS NOT YOUR LAST CHANCE AT PEACE. 
AND I WONT SAY IT WILL HURT YOUR LOVED ONES
IT WILL CAUSE YOU TO MISS OUT ON YOUR POTENTIAL, 
AND YOUR FRIENDS LIVES. 
YOU MAY NEVER BE ABLE TO KNOW IF THEY MADE IT OR NOT.

you made it this far, please dont let yourself down now.