You sicken me that time in my past,
when you played with me
like I was a puppet a show for all of hell
to see. My motions little,
my emotions running rapid
like the heart beat in my chest
before i took those pills.
Why are you so cruel
why do you tell me im worthless when i know im not.
I hate you, you sicken me.
Suicide you took my love away
Suicide you took my summer away.
but dont think i wont pay you back
oh you’ll get your moneys worth
I never take and not give anything in return
I'm gonna make you pay for this when you least expect it.
Depression i am your suicide
Suicide i am the thoughts in your head
telling you everyone wishes you were dead
the only difference is this time its true
suicide i pray you hold a gun to your head
as you lay upon the train tracks
outside the cemetery where my lover is laid.