I have never slowed down.

Ran afraid from it all.

My pain that I harbor

from every time I fall.


I have hid in shame

and have froze in fear.

I've even morned the death

of someone i've held dear.


I have forsaken

and i have betrayed.

I have brutalized

and even enslaved.


I have been shattered

and I have been the breaker.

I have even been compared

to someone sinister.


I have sinned a lifetime,

but lived only once.

And at the drop of a dime

I can change my  voice.


You've see me as perfect.

Made me a godess in your sky.

But I can't say your correct,

because even i struggle to  fly.


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