Sometimes I wish we never met
Because if we didn't,
You wouldn't have left me.
I wouldn't have to lie everytime I get asked if I moved on.
I wouldn't have to cry myself to sleep for weeks on end.
I wouldn't have a reason to go get shitfaced drunk every weekend.
I wouldn't have to wake up to a broken heart and an empty bed.
But in the midst of my drunken thoughts,
I realized that if we didn't meet,
I wouldn't know how to love someone more than you love yourself.
I wouldn't know what I deserve and what I don't.
I wouldn't be able to say that I overcame one of the worst pains that you'll encounter throughout life.