Sometimes I feel like I have not done my best

Even though I have given it my all

Sometimes I feel like a failure

Even though I am a winner

Sometimes I wish for things that can not be

Even though I already know they are impossible

Sometimes I am ready to completely give up

I do not have an even for this...but...I do have this

I have drive

I have purpose

I have destiny 

I have passion 

I have life

I will make history

Sometimes the sometimes come to haunt me 

But I am saved by what I have

Because what I have is so much more than I deserve even