Sometimes, 

my eyes get to watering

and idk why 

trying to stop these emotions as I continue to cry

like a seed that grows a tree ,once it’s planted

I can’t stop these feelings from growing in me

I feel sad , rage and then defeat

as I feel what’s inside murdering me ,

mentally slaughtered , an emotional mascre , the whole world is looking but no one’s sees this pain’s after her chasing her down taking everything she’s got 

as long as she wears a smile you’ll see everything she’s not ,

it’s like the pain shines thru with a reflection of beauty

so all they see is what’s on the outside though the inside is  ruined .
Tainted , broken beyond repair

and no-matter how well you rebuild the pieces

youll see the damage is still there

now every time you think you’ve moved forward

the progress seems unclear so how do you fix something when its broken

everywhere.