I never tried to fight the fact that I missed you.

I just tried to accept that our greatness was lost, 

Lost inside this maze of pride that I'm guilty of creating.

I should've fought for you,

I only had to fight myself,

I'm sorry I was weak. 

I've never been the type to apologize. 

But then again things were never typical with us 

I asked you out on my knees, my face in your lap, and tears in your eyes.

Towards the end,

 the man you fell in love with,

was he still there?

I still think about those days in your grandparents house

Your kisses were intoxicating that night.

I think I'm still drunk from the thought of you.

And this heartbreak hangover is too much to bear.

Even though you no longer lay your head on my chest, I still feel this weight on my heart.

Love is war,

My sadness is my only battle scar, 

 it shows the battle I lost to your kindness. 

The place in my heart where you no longer are is the place I will sit,

And wait for you...