Skinny
They tell us we’re beautiful
Since the second we come out the womb
But why do we despise the distorted image staring
Back
They told us thinner is better
Since the second they shoved that Big Mac down
Our starved, unattended throats
So why do we feed their hypocritical advertisements but
Fail to feed ourselves
They tell us beauty comes from within
But since you are what you eat and what you eat is
Inside you,
Doesn’t that mean you’re a greasy, abused cow?
And now they can’t stand to even look at you
What you’ve grown into once they’ve weaned you off their
Breast milk made of lies and disappointment
I mean hell, you were only doing what they told you
But now you’ve grown and you’ve plotted this whole
Thing out. You’ve got it all set.
They can only control what you intake.
And you said it yourself.
I’m not even hungry.
You didn’t lie.
You’re starving.
Starving to be accepted.
Starving to look good when your disguise is ripped off.
Starving to look in the mirror and see what all those liars told you.
Starving to see yourself the way your dad sees you
So that you know why he’s so damn protective.
Starving for change.
Starving for growth - not in your waist or thighs, but in your heart.
Starving for love.
Starving to understand that God is an artist and you?
Well you’re his sculpture.
Starving to know that your heart grows with size
And big hearts get broken and tiny hearts break
Themselves so you’re learning how to keep yourself whole.
You’re starving to finally realize that you are not
What they made you
And you did this to yourself.