The first time I admitted it was over text
I knew I was about to make my life a mess
"It gets better" was the chant I held on to
the only way I could face that girl in school
She was so pretty and I was so... me
Her smile, her ways, looking at her I was put in an automatic daze
Poison to my soul and I wanted more
Talking to her made my rating soar
People thought we were dating, I wished we were mating
That year I didn't even recognize me; this weird ass gay person had taken over me
She said I should just be open about it, ha I THINK NOT
If my team would have found out socially I would have been kicked off.
So I kept it in and said nothing, my own insecurities took a hold of me
Every time gays came up I would just agree, "Haha yeah that’s gay" was a phrase I tossed on the daily
So I'm off the team now, so I don't care anymore.
I'm with a chick now; yeah I was like this before
Yeah that’s my girlfriend; oh you aren't my friend anymore?
Friends turned to foes because those foes are fake
Moved on and graduated, yeah that’s my girl and no those aren’t fake
College is the best, always feeling free to be me
Hanging out with others so I started dressing differently.
The best time of my life, living to the extreme
Passing all my classes, finally living in glee
Moved back in with my family.
so out of place, I need to be back with my own kind
You know the girls that wear nice shoes, snapbacks and bowties
Lezbihonest I'm a lesbian
My girl knows that I'm better than any man
What about me? I get jealous so easily
Now everyone accepts me but I don't accept myself
Its the painful truth about my life I know I need some help.
I can't believe people think this is a choice, why would I wish this upon anyone
gay is synonymous with the lesser, all because our preferences differ?
They say we can't get married because its a sacrete unity...over half of marriages end up in divorce
I would be married for over 72 days, I know my loves worth
"Why can't we all just get along" is a phrase that is relevant through all times
lets change minds and lets change what we view as crimes
Love is love and there is no difference, the sooner everyone gets it, more gay kids will make it to next christmas.