She and I
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She enters the classroom, smiling from ear to ear
I enter the classroom filled with fear
She finds an empty chair right next to her friend
I slide into the desk waiting for the day to end
She's in track and she runs well
I can't stand the pressure, but there's not a person I'd tell
Her family life seems normal because she's happy everyday
Living without a mom isn't easy, I miss her in every way
She surrounds herself with friends, you can find her at any party
I don't know who to trust when all they seem to do is live in play pretend
She lives in the present
I can't get over the past
She understands who she is
I see nothing but my own mask
See I'm the girl who looks perfectly fine, who pretends she has a completely normal life
See I'm the girl who's lost inside, who doesn't understand, who can't bear her family strife
I'm under a well woven curtain because I'm scared to be seen
I don't want to be here
I just want to be me
If they knew about the girl I am, the girl who detests alcohol, the girl who lives in fear
Would they talk about her behind the scenes and laugh at the reasons she can't simply have a beer?
You see there's nothing wrong with who I am or how my life at home played out
Don't be quick to judge a person if their story is something you know absolutely nothing about