I've been brought to tears
Cut at the knees
Not unlike a tree
And realizing this
Might have taken years
But it didn't
Because ever since that day
Things have spiraled down the rabbit hole
And I feel like the mad hatter
Desperately trying to make it work
It won't ever work again
It's shattered
Broken
It's a black hole and it's consuming me
It used to be called my heart
My soul
My essence
It used to be bright and full of hope
But I've given too much
And now I'm done for
There's nothing left to share
It's all been shattered
Smashed
Over and over again
Stomped out of existence
Like fairy dust
I don't really believe in it anymore